lorena, alexx, chanelle, vanessa

i love us, so much.

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ROFL

well so today we had P.A. olympics,
and it was me,chanelle, vanessa and lorena in a kitchen,
and MY GOD,
we could NOT stop laughing when we were eating,
like it was SHAT MY PANTS funnny,
BAHAHAH, dear christ,
i absolutely love you guys to death:

• washing dishes in sick pepper and tortilla soggy water
• pretending to be mentally challenged while drinking our daquiri's
• sniffing daquiri up our noses
• vanessa thinking she broke the spatula
• whipping each other with towels
• mimicking the teachers
• laughing at everything

like just these times are going to be missed in dear golden gate,but will be continued in sturgeon

♥

lovelovelove,

vanessa,alexx,lorena,chanelle

best effing friends for effing ever

ilu girls so much,

and it's sad that we're leaving the school that we made the most memories

but more is coming in sturgeon heights,

♥

dayyum,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncTPgerEQpM&mode=related&search=

i effing love this choreography,

rofl rofl, i decided to learn it .

i've only got the beginning so far,

only reason why i love it,

cuz it's krumping and popping,

SHIIIT HOMIE

WOW old posts from nexx blog,

MARCH 7, 2007semifinals game
MOST INTENSE / AMAZING GAME EVER
i'll just tell you about the end of the game,
so at the moment we're losing by one point 25-26
the ball is at the other teams end,
number 12 passes to number 14 (lincoln)
then janelle (our girl) intercepts,
passes to deanna, then deanna darts off for the breakaway,
she's running makes a lay up and...... IT'S IN !!!
we run back,and as i'm running back i see the stands rise up for deanna's shot,
but we are all screaming at the moment and trying to tell them to slow down,
we're all going nuts,then lincoln gets a hold of the ball,
number 9 makes a shot,all of us are standing there hoping that it dosen't make it,
it bounces off the rim,and it's NOT IN !!!
buzzer goes, right after
i saw deanna jump up and down,and right then and there,
i realized that we actually won !!
we all ran together screaming our asses off as loud as we can,
hugging and we all started crying
it was amazing !!!
tomorrow is our FINALS game,
GOOD LUCK LADIES,ILOVEYOU GIRLS,WE KICK FUCKING ASS

spring break 2006 memories,

monday night was friggen crazy, me and jade and zion and natalie went to a movie with passey and cody, during the movie me and zion were using our imaginary guns to shoot the dolls in dead silence,then after the movie we were hanging in silver city (me,jade,zion,natalie,passey,cody,keaston,brandt,a dam,jeff and other people) and we were playing spies in there as well,then we (passey,me,cody,nataie,jade,zion) went outside and we were throwing a bouncy ball i found in my purse around the parking lot by best buy, then these guys in a car came swerving in the parking lot we all started to run except for passey and he almost got hit, the car was like 2 inches away from him ! then we waked back towards silver city and these guys pulled up in a car and one of them got out and started unbuckling his pants and we all walked away scarred for life ! then passey and cody left and we went on top in the bay parking lot and we were screaming at these guys telling them we thought they were babes, then we were taking pictures, and then we found a shopping cart and we were oh so excited, then the guys we were screaming at drove up and were swerving and stuff, then we decided to put natalie in the shopping cart we found and push her down the big car ramp, she was scared and nervous cuz she didn't want zion to let go, then at the bottom nataie jumped out and thren the guys we were screaming at drove up and asked if we wanted a ride but we said no, then we went back into silver city and we were playing ddr, but before we went in i was lsiding down one of the railings in front of silver city and i hurt my knee bad !, my other knee and so we went in and were playing ddr with the guy thats always there and he pooned me then we walked home and we took pictures and natalie grabbed some drinks and we had one EXTREME night !! then the next day we got up and went to the mall with passey,keaston,brandt and adam and we were chilling then they ditched us, but supposeably they came back to look for us, then we were talking with mitchell and our night HAHAH !! and then we went back to natalies then went ot boston pizza for suppr,and dropped off jade, then when we got back to nataies i gave zion and natalie a music quiz !!
THOSE TWO DAYS WERE AMAZING LADIES,WHAT A GOOD WAY TO KICK OFF SPRING BREAK EHH ?!ILU GUYS SO MUCH, BFF ZION,JADE AND NATALIE

hackage from nexxus,

HACKED BEEAACCHH!
Alex,Alex,Alex
your pretty awesome to hang out with
fun would be the word to use
when we hung out that one night
Natalie,Cody,Adam You and myself ofcourse
that was very fun,
Natalie thought it was scary lol
well anyways,
your like my best friend,
for forever, you know
BFF?
Holy Taquitos...haha

-Brendan Passey

and let the good times roll :]

i remember this one week, the worst one in grade 8 this year,

you go through shit.well i do.and so does many other ppl.but what i've gone through this week,is unexplainable.like i mean, how could you think things like that.and just cuz so and so said this, dosen;t mean you HAVE to think that to.if you really are my friend, don;t be ignorant and think things that are just retarded.i'm starting to get over your shit.and i don;t really give a fuck if your gonna say i'm a druggie/alch.i know it's not true.so don;t think it's true.cuz your stupid, why don;t you act your age.and be a bit more immature.its actually quite funny how you thought such a thing.well, w/e, i hate you now.and live with it.cuz i don;t give a shit what you think about me.just think, your losing one thing, which will end up losing more things.so you should of thought about that dumb ass's.but now we can regain things, and i have.and too bad for your little plan.it dind;t work out.too bad fuckers

Quote:
Everyone's a let down.It just depends on how far down they can go.In every circle of friends there's a whore.The one who flirts.And does a little more.But who's to say?This is a social scene anyway.And everybody wants to explore the new girl.Caught up in her own hard liquor world.But liquor doesn't exist in my world.But liquor doesn't exist in my world.

and think of it that way, thats what you thought about me.which isn;t even true.don;t believe everything you hear,your obviously a fake, not me , YOU.cuz your following someone else's life.live your own life.and you all seem to LOVE american eagle.why don;t you act like you do.LIVE YOUR OWN DAMN LIFE fuck you all


THAT WAS THE WORK WEEK OF MY YEAR IN GRADE 8, LITTLE FUCKING FAGGOTS

the cutest thing,

that would be truly amazing if that really happened.

basketball,

kay so, today we had our frist playoff game. so i get there ON TIME, and there's only me,janelle,kayla and jessie. AND only one of our coaches. i was pretty damn pissed off, like jesus christ, why the hell wouldn't you show up to our basketball game when you said you would ?! well, we ended up having to forfeit. so the other teams coach is like, well lets just scrimmage then for fun, because we were all there anyways. so we got two of there players, since there was only FOUR of us. so we were like 2 minutes into our scrimmage, and ASHLEY shows up. and i'm almost about to shat myself, cuz like if we should of showed up 2 minutes earlier, we would of been able to play the damn game, but just would of had to work our ass's off since we would of had NO subs. SOO... i'm like on fire this game, i'm intercepting pass's and i'm going for shots and i'm like just plain being a NINJA in this game. :O
so then, we finished our scrimmage, and i got 5 baskets which equals TEN POINTS (for all of you basketball-retarded people) and i got 13 assists. so the ref's said i would of been the one getting MVP, but effing christ NOOOOO, damn pieces of shiee-ottt other team mates didn't show up ! AND OH YEAH, claire and sarah show up HALF AND HOUR late, like if your going to show up that late, there's no point in even coming AT ALL. well thats my rage, bahaha .

farewell speech,

From boy cooties to double dating, school has matured and so have I. School is probably the most important thing. Without it, where would I be in 4 years? How would I get a good job? School is a place where the most memories take place, where you meet best friends and even go through some tough times. I could never imagine how life would be without it.

1998, the year the most important part of my life started, SCHOOL. When I started kindergarten at Holy Ghost, I was welcomed with a surprise. The surprise was that instead of only having English classes, I’d have a polish one as well. You would normally choose if you want to go in the morning or in the afternoon, but I went for the whole day. Well, fortunately for me, I was the type of kid who loved sitting in a classroom and learning new things, which helped me get through the six and a half hour days.

After a year of learning how to count to 100 in both English and polish, I decided I had enough. My mom decided that I should try out French at Laura Secord School. I remember walking into Mr. Wilcox’s room and being amazed by all of the posters on the walls. Every month we’d learn a ‘chicken soup’ poem, which helped me learn how to read. My two best friends were Ashley and Sabrina, we did everything together. The problem was that Sabrina and Ashley weren’t friends, so I took the responsibility of introducing them to each other.

On the first day of school in grade 2, my mom came to get me at lunch at Laura Secord. She told me she found a French school that was way closer to our house. Ecole Bannatyne School was the school that started my most memorable memories. Mme. Beauregard was my favourite teacher by far. We did math with candy, made apple sauce in class and went on a field trip every month. That was the year I met my two best friends that lasted me all through elementary school, Meaghan Byrne and Samantha Sarty. Everybody knew no one could split us up, no matter what; it was always Sam, Alex and Megz. There was a house in the back field that has two random red shingles on it, so we called it ‘the house with red eyes’. We made ourselves believe that people got murdered in that house, which led us to do other silly things. Sometimes I’d stop randomly while we were walking in the field and I’d pretend I was being possessed. The thing is, we all believe I was actually being possessed, even though we all knew I was just pretending. Sam said she saw a little girl pushing a doll carriage and that the doll lifted its head out of the carriage. Our friend Erin brought in a porcelain doll for show and tell, and Megz said she saw it turn it’s head on its own. Those memories have shown how much I’ve grown out of my ‘child hood’ days and that we all aren’t the same anymore.

I remember my grade 3 year as a blur, because not much happened. Mme. Labossière was my teacher and a lot of people thought she looked like a witch, I agreed. Alicia Mark was never the best student and she was always getting herself into trouble. One day, we were having an indoor recess, because it was pouring outside. Megz, Sam and I were playing with our beanie babies, because that was the ‘it’ thing for us that year. All of a sudden we heard a loud bang; Alicia Mark was running on top of all of the desks, hopping from one to the other. The next thing we knew, Alicia was on the ground beat red, and the desk was in two pieces. That day I learned that I shouldn’t hang out with her, because I thought she was a bad influence.

Grade 4 at Ecole Bannatyne has one of the weirdest and creepiest memories I can remember. My class and I were all sitting working on our work with our teacher Mme. Aquin sitting at her desk. When all of a sudden the door opens, giving us a view of an old woman with long scraggly grey hair, wearing a long coat and holding a bible. She walked in and asked where we thought we were going when we died. Not really knowing what to say, we just automatically said heaven as if someone was controlling us. Then the woman burst out screaming how we were all going to hell and what not. From that day she came back, making our school have lockdowns and having the police cruise around our school. That was the time I learned why you actually shouldn’t talk to strangers. Until this day we remember her as ‘the mole lady’.

Grade 5 wasn’t all that exciting, we had Mme. Tanner in the morning and Mme. Tornato in the afternoon. The mole lady returned yet again, but unfortunately for her, the police made her move to the north end. According to my little brother, she came back AGAIN last year, talk about desperate! This was the last year at Bannatyne, which was sad, but I was also excited to start middle school the following year.

Once again the whole ‘meet new people, make new friends’ deal started. I wasn’t scared or anything, just excited. The first day og grade 6 I met Vanessa, Jessica and many others. It was a change going from one class to another for each subject, as I was used to sticking in one class for the whole day. Finally, I got used to it and I felt comfortable around the ‘new’ kids in my class.

Now it was my second year at Golden Gate. Grade 7 was nothing compared to grade 6, I befriended so much more people in grade 7. French camp was so much fun, a lot of stuff happened there. That was the time I actually started to be friends with Ms. Moir. Lorena and I had to go look for wood and bark to start a fire. While I was pulling off bark from a tree, I rubbed up against the tree and I said it ‘raped’ me. So, Lorena and I continued that joke throughout French camp and until this day. Grade 7 was also the year I met Chanelle, I can’t quite remember when and where we became friends. I met Natalie that year, and we became good friends in no time. She and Heather got into a fight, then soon enough we were all friends again. Then, to my surprise Natalie and I got into a fight, which wasn’t that good. Finally I got the courage to tell her what bothered me, and finally forgave her. I became much more responsible, by taking care of my problems on my own. Then grade 7 ended, which brings me to grade 8.

Wow, this year has gone by so fast, which is kind of sad. From good to bad memories, so many things have happened this year. It’s hard to put grade 8 into a paragraph, but to start off, all I can say is DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA. I don’t think I can count how many fights have happened this year between people; I’d need 3 or more hands to count with. School got a little more difficult, especially in science, but I kind of thought it would. I’ve matured so much this year, well not exactly; I still crack jokes and laugh at pretty much EVERYTHING, but I can be mature when I need or want to. Looking back at the grade 6 pictures, everyone has changed physically and mentally. This year I became much better friends with Lorena, Vanessa, Chanelle and Jessica. I’ve built so many memories with people this year. A week ago Lorena, Vanessa, Chanelle and I were sitting in the kitchen at Lorena’s house eating lunch. When someone said something and we all started laughing pretty hard, all of a sudden everything looked slow motion. I got this weird feeling of how much we’ve gone through this year, how middle school was ending so soon and that so much stuff is going to happen in high school. I’ve been late a lot of times this year, that made me realise that next year, tardiness affects your marks, so I gained the responsibility of changing my ways. Grade 8 has taught me many things. For instance, my actions reflect on me and that the things I say or do can ruin friendships or get me to be the ‘center of a rumour’. This year I was on the grade 8 girl’s basketball team, we were one amazing team. Playoffs made us pick up game, made us become even more of a team and put a lot of pressure on us. Semi-Finals we played Lincoln; sweaty, tired and tears dripping down our cheeks, the buzzer rings and we win! That got us into Finals! We were playing against Bruce for 1st place; the game was nothing like our semi-finals game. We all said our semi-finals should have been our championship game, because the semi-finals game was so intense and full of tears. Working extremely hard all season paid off, and we won 1st place in Divisional Championships; that was the highlight of our season. All I can say is that I’m surely going to miss this school, because of all the things that have happened here the past 3 years.

I’m really excited for high school, but still nervous and not sure what to expect. My expectations for my future are to graduate and go to university. I for surely need to keep my marks up in all of my classes to reach my goal.

Nine years of school and still 4 more to go, then off to university. These nine years have gone by really fast, but worth it every step of the way. Looking back on everything has shown me all the ways I’ve changed. When I graduate I’ll be looking back and laughing at half of the things that have happened over these years. My experience at school was awesome, but my experience here at Golden Gate is one I’ll never forget.

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If you feel discouraged

that there's a lack of color here

please don't worry lover

it's really bursting at the seams

absorbing everything

the spectrum's a to z

best friends right thurr,

- LORENA , hit the gas, get there fast , never stop to think . says:
i wove you.
' SailorAlexx, maybe next time he'll think before he cheats says:
i wove you more :]

best band ever,

Sending shivers right down your spine. It's something that you're prone to so divine. You were better at lies (I was never surprised)at the way that if felt. Now feel the blade (I was always insane)but you're the one that needs help.

(Quick!) We have the ransom. Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs. (Below!) There's no more chances. So tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs.

Breathing slowly never worked for me. I cut the throat of betrayal to watch him bleed. a poetic sonnet passion that I scream to the sky. I'm tearing up I feel your love don't leave me behind. a poetic sonnet passion that I scream to the sky.I'm tearing up I feel your love please don't leave me behind.

The smell of vanity went away. I followed streetlights till I wound up at your place. We traced our veins (we bled for days). The current was strong enough tonight. I can taste any more It lasted on my tongue. You weren't strong enough to say.

(Quick!) We have the ransom. Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs. (Below!) There's no more chances.So tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs

Grab my heart. Take this down. With your souland bury it in the ground. Go.

I talked to you today. I heard the tremble in your voice cradle the fall. I know you'll never change so please just hold on. I know it's hard for you it's hard to understand betrayal within there is a fine line between betrayal (betrayal) and your friends.

Tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs.

(Quick!) We have the ransom.

So tell me how that you can swim when ropes are wrapped around your limbs.

love right thurr,

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these i wanna have good times like these

i wanna have good times like these i wanna have good times like these

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two best games put together :O

holy crap,

ddr AND mario .

i almost shat myself,

those are the two BEST games in the world.

this little boy

me and you used to have nice chats on msn,
and now it's like not the same ,
you act like you DON'T wanna talk to me,
but then iuno, w/e i don't care

mike-- i’m just a lil fuck up says:
its just hard to explain like i do wanan talk to u cusae pretty much a miss all are convo’s and i
miss all are phone convo’s to
mike-- i’m just a lil fuck up says:
so pretty much i miss everything we used to have

yummy

good 'ol wheat thins,

tasty crackaaas.

mine and lorena's song ♥

Did I let you down to get that sound

And break my knees to get release

And you needed some just to take you from

And I hit you more

Is your face still sore?

Sorry but I tried

It was never mine

And I can still pretend

I guess it all depends

I'm still a little crazy all the time

But I can try to hide it

That's still mine

Try a little more

a little more

a little more

They slap you like a bitch

and you take it like a whore

What a cheap perfume

I hate this room

So testify

But I still tried

And you need that stamp

Little handshake tramp

And you hit me more

And my face is still sore

Sorry but I tried

It was never mine

And I can still pretend

I guess it all depends

I'm still a little crazy all the time

But I can try to hide it

That's still mine

Try a little more

a little more

a little more

They slap you like a bitch

and you take it like a whore

Upside down

and around

and around

Just another piece

Till you need another sound

Faze them out

I know what you scream about

Don't let me down

And the guilt in me is the hurt in you

And the hurt in you is the lost in me

And the lost in me is the need in you

And the need in you is the guilt in me

stuck in my head,

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp,

and she's probably getting frisky...

right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...

Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,

carved my name into his leather seats...

I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,

slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, she's probably up singing somewhite-trash version of Shania karaoke..

Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky,

Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,

carved my name into his leather seats,

I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,

slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might've saved a little trouble for the next girl,

Cause the next time that he cheats...

Oh, you know it won't be on me!

Ohh... not on me...

Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,

carved my name into his leather seats...

I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,

slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Ohh..

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...

Ohh... before he cheats...

talk about a true friend,

alex raine
meyer

haacked by your lover
lorena

well, alex you are the best
friend a girl could ask for

seriously, you are hilarious and
can make me pee my pants

when we are together we talk
about the most random things

" would you be my friend if..
"and we have wonderful dances to songs

i love you so much its
ridicuolouuus.

and we will be best friends
forever theres no doubt about it
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ♥ -
- - - - - - -

...and thats what i call a true friend

WOW

sexysylwia {I'm a cake full of burning candles....I'M HOT!}

that would be my moms msn name, like wow, she's a flippin retard

HJGSFDGASGASGASGAJH

TIME HAS GONE BYE

well, so this school year is coming to an end

and it's gonna be the last few weeks at good 'ol golden gate

man, many memories have been created there

i've met so many people there that have turned into best friends

like i met lorena in grade at french camp

we made this huge story, and were acting like retards

saying a tree was trying to rape us while we were trying to make a fire .

rofl rofl, good times .

me, lorena, vanessa, and chanelle are now a 'little group'

like those girls are my true best friends:

chanelle: well, she's a funny girl, she has trouble reading which is friggen hilarious, but she's so pretty, she laughs at everything, and UBER funny, like seriously, me and her have had a lot of memories, and like the way she laughs is friggen hilarious, next year in grade 9 is gonna be awesome with you

vanessa: well this girl is truly so honest and so kind, like she seriously will listen to anything you have to say, and like she always catches me at the worst moments, i'm etiher humming to myself or dancing in my desk not noticing i'm doing it, then she'll burst out laughing, and me and her have had some good times (H), let me say she's one crazy gymnastics person ROFL

lorena: bahahaha, lorena, my oh my, she is one crazy child, me and her will play endless hours of ddr or super mario, cuz we're that cool, me and her have so many memories, like she makes me laugh all of the time, and she's there for me 24/7, yeah we've fought once, but only ONCE, and hopefully not ever again

CAN'T WAIT TIL GRADE 9 2007-08

problems at home

so i've never really had that 'mother-daughter' relationship with my mom. and it really pisses me off how she just thinks she can be like the meanest person in the world to me. like i seriously am going to tell my dad i wanna live with him,thats the 'up' of having split parents (you can either run to one or the other). like she tells me to do everything, like SHE won't do the dishes for like 25742572572574 weeks (not literally), then she'll make ME do them. like wtf, do you not have time to do them yourself when you are the one using all of those dishes, well you ad your 2 sons. like i will just be sitting in my room doing my homework MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, then she'll slam open the door and start bitching at me about something else, like does she have something wrong in the head. like when i tell her i wanna move out she starts screaming say how i can't and all of this crap, liek she's the biggest hypocrite ever, and i'll tell you why: well, she always tells me stories about her friends kids and how they chose to live at their mom/dads house because they're old enough, and half those kids are twelve, the hypocritical thing about that, is that she tells me how her friends kids choose, but when i tell her where I want to live, SHE SAYS NO, like wtf, you make this big whole deal about them choosing and i can't ?!, like i'm FOURTEEN, TWO years older then those kids so what the hell is your problem. and another thing, she's ALWAYS sitting on the computer talking on msn and yahoo, like what 33 year old mom sits 'chatting' to guys she's never met on the computer, and PLUS she gives those guys her number and crap, like my mom went to new york a couple of months ago, wanna know why ?!, becuase she went there to meet a GUY she met off this black planet website crap thing, like she's seriosuly a huge ass bitch, i wanna like slap her sometimes. she really just drives me nuts. and like, i'm SUPER sensitive, and when i'm there the things she does just makes me feel like crap, so i start to cry, like yesterday i went to her house to pick up something, and we started fighting and guess what ?!, I STARTED TO CRY ONCE AGAIN. like jfgafgjhgfsgfhjGFKJSHDFAGSDBFUWEYGFJSDBFUYAWFhjgdsuyfgaw <--- thats how she makes me feel, thats the only way to really describe it.

the things i regret

• drinking on saturday
• ever drinking
• talking bad about people
• talking bad about good friends
• getting into fights with people
• starting those fights
• having that party
• telling megan to phone passey and tell him i like him
• ever liking passey

i really hate those things i've done. for one; those things have changed the way people act around me. two: the people who are my friends, now some are 'used to be' friends. three: the fact how they changed the way i am, well i'm more mature now. four: the way people found out about the drinking and how everyone was calling me a slut and stuff for it. five: saturday night (drinking), it got me and natalie into a fight, and she's my bestfriend, and i don't want us to fight ever again. writing down these things make me feel more like i'm letting it all out. i hate how everyone dosen't mind there own business though, like i'll tell you what happened if you'd ask ME. like seriously people, grow up, and stop being all bitchy to each other. i especially have stopped the talking bad about people, because that isn't good no matter what, it gets you into fights and starts rumors.